As many of you know, I'm incredibly conscience about my weight, which is mucho annoying to most of you but since you love me anyway, you tolerate it :) It's no wonder why Ramadhan is my favourite time of the year :D But..apparently not everybody wants to take the weight "loss" complaints...

Scene: Driving to school.
Characters: Tasha and mom
*note: as always, fonts that are italicized represent Tasha's thoughts as if she were to ever say them out loud, grave consequences would follow...0_0

Mom: Did you watch Showbiz Tonight last night?
Tasha: Uh.......did you not notice me studying at all? No. no time
Mom: You know right it was the segment about "Scary Skinny Hollywod"
Tasha: Did she just go deaf? Uh...I didn't watch it...
Mom: I know la! Eh, your dad's getting angry you're getting skinnier
Tasha: Am I the only one who realizes that it's my religious obligation to FAST? and that I'm not eating for a reason? ....I don't have an eating disorder mom
Mom: Then you better start eating!
Tasha: How??? I'll go to hell! 0_0 fine. I'll eat one more piece of chocolate a day. Happy?
Mom: Good.

Do you see what I have to go through every day? :S
{ 2:43 PM }

DIRTY SEXY MONEY = LOVE

Watch it if you know what's good for you :)
C'mon...they're playing Led Zeppelin at the guy's funeral AND the minister in the show's baptizing people right after he threatens a school principal - what's not to love?
{ 1:36 PM }

Guess who just got the newest ipod nano???
I'll give you one hint : you're reading her blog :)
{ 9:29 PM }

WHAT THE FUCK CHEMISTRY?!

DIMENSIONAL ANALYSIS?????

I have....YET to see a point in doing this stupid exercise. 0_0
{ 6:03 PM }

William Shakespeare, please move over.

Here is a new one-act play featuring Jose Mourinho, Roman Abramovich, Peter Kenyon, Avram Grant, John Terry, Andriy Shevchenko and Frank Lampard.
It's about a football club, money and egos the size of 'Mother Russia'. There is also a knife or five involved so watch the kids. It's playing in London right now and I have the sneak preview.

The scene is Stamford Bridge on a damp Wednesday night in September. A dim light glows in the corner office of the Matthew Harding Stand. There is a heady cocktail of accents, English and foreign. Voices are raised.



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Kenyon: [sweating slightly] Jose, we're a little disappointed with you. You've only won five trophies in three years. Two Premier League crowns, two Carling Cups and one FA Cup plus you're unbeaten at the Bridge in that time — what gives? Listen, I like you a lot, honest, it's just that the boss [sighs], well, he pays the bills and ...

Mourinho: [dressed immaculately] Peter, is that a knife in your hand?

Kenyon: [sweating heavily] No, no, it's just a letter opener. I've been poring over countless resumes in the hopes of finding your ...


Mourinho: [stroking his designer stubble] Peter, why is there a river of sweat running down your nose? Is there something I should know [pauses thoughtfully]? No, don't tell me — let me see if I can guess. John Terry, the player I helped develop into one of England's finest defenders and the best-paid whiner in the Premier League has been sulking like a prom queen? Or could it be that the slowest forward in the world, Andriy Shevchenko, is complaining about playing time ... again?

Grant: [looking hopelessly out of his depth while thumbing through the latest 'Soccer For Idiots'] Excuse me, but don't talk about my captain and star striker like that ...

Mourinho: And you are?

Grant: I coach the pub team down the street. Oops, sorry Pete, can I call you Pete [looks for approval from Kenyon]? I used to coach the Maccabi & Crown. That's all the experience I need. UEFA qualifications? They're overrated. I am the 'Normal One'.

Mourinho: Abnormal, more like it.

Abramovich: [steps from behind a curtain] Jose, any more pontificating from you and it's off to Siberia. I paid you to do my bidding. Why didn't you play my lapdogs, Ballack and Shevchenko?

Mourinho: They're rubbish.

Abramovich: [laughing like a James Bond villain] Rubbish, what do you know? Anyone would think you've won a Champions League the way you strut around this place. You're nothing compared to Avram and myself. We have won everything multiple times on FIFA 07. We pick the team, we win the trophies. It isn't that hard, is it? You just press a couple of buttons, right — and now I think I will press your button.

Grant & Kenyon: [now joined at the hip] You're right boss. It's easy boss. We love you boss. Cup of tea boss? Nice suit boss. You look great tonight boss. Can we borrow loads of money boss?


Mourinho: [shrugging in his inimitable style] So are you sacking me or what? After all, I am the greatest manager in the history of the club. The manager so fantastic I gave myself the nickname of the 'Special One'.

Abramovich: How much?

Mourinho: Twenty million ...

Abramovich, Kenyon & Grant: [now an inseparable trio] Done. You're sacked.

Mourinho: Before I go though, I want to say goodbye to some of my former trusted players. JT, where are you, my son?

Terry: [pulling out the knives from Mourinho's back] Right behind you, boss.

Mourinho: Sheva, where are you, my son?

Shevchenko: [also pulling out the knives from Mourinho's back] I'm right behind you too, boss.

Mourinho: Lamps, Lamps, where are you, my son?

Lampard: [sobbing uncontrollably at Jose's feet] Jose, don't go! I'll follow you anywhere. Please don't go! [glares at JT and Sheva] I'll get you two later.

Shevchenko & Terry: [now joined at the hip] No you won't, we pick the team now. Right Roman?

Mourinho: [looks at AKG as they're now known] I thought you clowns picked the team?

AGK: We do.

Shevchenko & Terry: Hey, that's not the deal!



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An almighty row ensues between the five of them. A cartoon dust cloud erupts with the words 'biff', 'bang', 'pow' and 'crunch' enveloping them.

Mourinho leaves Stamford Bridge, counting his money. Lampard is still clinging to Jose's leg.

The End.

Until then, get the beers in ...

Fox Soccer Channel's Nick Webster writes about English soccer for FOXSoccer.com, and contributes his blog to interact with his fans.

Just thought that that little article from my trustee foxsoccer website was entertaining enough :)

As many of you know, I am a Chelsea fan and Mourinho's departure has obviously left me depressed and rather peeved off at one particular Russian and his stupid money and assertions on one particular player. Let's just be clear I did not mention any names :)

Who the hell is Grant? Honestly, I'd rather have little Svenny coming in and taking over Chelsea duties than this....Grant character. Puppets. Soviet Union-esque (in football terms of course). No exodus of players had better occur otherwise..well...that'd be too grim a moment to think of :S
{ 4:59 PM }

THE RULES:
1) Put your music player on shuffle.
2) Press forward for each question.
3) Use the song title as the answer to each question.
4) NO CHEATING!!!


1. How am I feeling today?
Shuffle says: Under Pressure by David Bowie and Freddie Mercury
Comment: LOL...this is incredibly coincidental...but yes I'm feeling suffocated from all this pressure i've got. Sheela should know how it feels, she was up till 6am! SLEEP HON! SLEEP!!

2. Where will I get married?
Shuffle says: Brighter - Paramore
Comment: I....do not get what the lyric means but somebody..do me a favour and analyze it and then tell me so I can sleep tonight :) or any night for that matter:)

3. What is my best friend's theme song?
Shuffle says: How Will I Know - Whitney Houston
Comment: LOL...I think this sorta suits her.. :) idk..what do you think rachie?

4. What was(is) high school like?
Shuffle says: Setting Up Sunday - Med & Dia
Comment: "Oh we're weighing our hands down, our insecurities; it's not about me, oh it's never about me"..that sounds about right :D

5. What is the best thing about me?
Shuffle says: Wine Red - The Hush Sound
Comment: Hm...I guess I do have the ability to set ppl up against the stars :)

6. How is today going to be?
Shuffle says: LDN by Lily Allen
Comment: So apparently i'm going to see a pimp and his crackwhore somewhere down the street. lol

7. What is in store for this weekend?
Shuffle says: Girls Just Wanna Have Fun - Cyndi Lauper
Comment: ....doing projects and hw?

8. What song describes my parents?
Shuffle says: Out Through The Curtain - The Hush Sound
Comment: oh...crap...this is depressing :(

9. How is my life going?
Shuffle says: I Want To Know What Love Is - Foreigner
Comment: LOL..yes..i do want to know what love is..it's this damn mystery.

10. What song will they play at my funeral?
Shuffle says: Emergency - Paramore
Comment: Too late don't you think? lol..it's not really my fault no one wants to talk about it..my funeral that is..

11. How does the world see me?
Shuffle says: Like A Virgin - Madonna
Comment: ....yes I'm pretty sure they do see me as such :p

12. What do my friends really think of me?
Shuffle says: A Dark Congregation - The Hush Sound
Comment: ....no comment...=_='

13. Do people secretly lust after me?
Shuffle says: Love Is A Battlefield - Pat Benatar
Comment: LOL..i'm guessing ppl die to try to love me? that's ...a pretty good life :P


14. How can I make myself happy?
Shuffle says: Every Breath You Take - The Police
Comment: Holy crap..i'm a stalker and I didn't even know it..:S

15. What should I do with my life?
Shuffle says: Walking on Sunshine - Katrina & The Waves
Comment: chhyeah..if that were humanly possible I'd do that :)

16. Will I ever have children?
Shuffle says: All You Need Is Love - The Beatles
Comment: haha...yes..I hear Love is an important ingredient in the child making process :p

17. What is some good advice?
Shuffle says: Janie's Got a Gun - Aerosmith
Comment: ...so i'm guessing I'm giving advice to a pedo?

18. What do I think my current theme song is?
Shuffle says: And I'm Telling You I'm Not Going - Jennifer Hudson OTS Dreamgirls
Comment: Aw damnit..I'm gonna be stuck in Texas for a long time...

19. What does everyone else think about my current life?
Shuffle says: Livin' On A Prayer - Bon Jovi
Comment: ...yea..not really :(

20. What type of women(Men) do you like?
Shuffle says: Monster - Meg & Dia
Comment: ...fuck...first i'm a stalker..then I actually like creepy loner rapists?!

21. Will you get married?
Shuffle says: Here I Go Again - Whitesnake
Comment: Lol..so i'm guessing I'm going to get divorced numerous times

22. What should I do with my love life?
Shuffle says: Let This Go - Paramore
Comment: .....O_O

23. Where will you live?
Shuffle says: La Isla Bonita - Madonna
Comment: Aw...this is way too perfect :)

24. What will your dying words be?
Shuffle says: Invincible - Muse
Comment: How ironic

25. When having sex you say..
Shuffle says: Icky Thump - The White Strpies
Comment: Must be a good time :p

26. When I meet a guy/girl for the first time, I say...
Shuffle says: Whoa - Paramore
Comment: he's/she's prolly really hot

27. When my parents are angry, I say...
Shuffle says: Take Me Or Leave Me - OTS Rent
Comment: yea..they'd leave me straight away. lol

Imma tag Rich and Laura :D (apparently you tag 2 ppl so yea..)

I realize I need some updating on my shuffle..Ever since toshi died, I've been pretty lazy with the downloading music bit. :p
{ 8:18 PM }

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FUCKING HOT!

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Don't you agree?
Alicia Silverstone makes me want to turn into a hardcore Vegan. Animal Cruelty helps too :).

This weekend I'm gonna be completely bushed :s Serves my lazy procrasinating good for nothing self. I've pushed off my Us History project all the way till this week eventhough I got it 3 weeks ago, same goes for Chemistry. Die...

Oh, btw, the weird black spots in my eye were apparently floaters that were caused by this hemorrhage in my right eye. YES! ALL I'VE GOT IS JUST A HEMORRHAGE! :D

I'm not going blind or anything.....yet.....yay!
{ 5:08 PM }

This movie is SO SWEET. Like, one of the best romantic comedies i've seen in a long time :) (leagues better than The Ex I'll give you that). And it's about lesbians. Which is totally...new material :D BUT watch it with a date or something. Or during one of those chick flick marathons that I know girls like to do. (note to rachie: We need to start doing these chick flick marathons!)

Oh btw...my right eye's being fucking retarded.

Here's the story:

I woke up with black lines and spots in my right eye. I tried washing it out but couldn't. My physician has no clue what's going on, so I'm going to the ophthamologist on Monday :(


I'm scared...

I could potentially go blind...key word: potentially...


fuck...
{ 11:36 AM }

GO WATCH THIS MOVIE. GO! I'm not even kidding. Go otherwise you shall live your life in tremendous depression without ever knowing the true meaning of "tripping out happiness" :p




5 reasons why you should watch it:

1. Evan Rachel Wood has like such a perfect voice
2. The trailer is a mini-movie in itself. ONE OF THE BEST TRAILERS EVER!
3. Jim Burgress is soooo...cute..he needs to be 7 years younger then he'd be perfect!
4. There are about 18 Beatles songs in this movie - uber awesomeness
5. BECAUSE I SAID SO. :p I mean, c'mon..it's so artsy, it's uber cool :D

Watch the trailer on youtube. Here's the link :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bQ6d3m-GFyw

(i'm technologically challenged so I can't automatically link you but do yourself a favour and go check it out :D)

note: i haven't watched this yet but I've been dying to see it since last year, when it was apparently supposed to come out :S
{ 4:54 PM }

It's September 11th.

6 years later.

Have we all forgotten?

I'm sorry, I was under the impression that you have indeed forgotten about it.

The way you saunter around chatting excitedly as if nothing happened.
Not thinking about the way they died.

They died.

They,

Plural.

Does that mean something to you?

I'm sorry, I was under the impression that it didn't seeing how you managed to talk about the latest party tonight with your best friend,

significant other,

person.

A person.

Just like those that died.

6 years ago.

Did we move on too quickly?
{ 10:45 PM }

I'm into my 2nd week of school, heading into my third and already I feel like I'm behind in my work. 0_0 Not exactly a good sign now is it? I feel like I'm barely making each deadline, even when I'm NOT procrasinating. This sucks. I'm completely drained; my mom's making me take multi-vitamins but I keep telling her Ritalin's the way. I need more focus, no vitamins crap. Ugh....33 more weeks (including this week) till school's out :s The countdown is officially on...

Anyhoo, last night I watched another sucky movie. I sure know how to pick 'em huh? The Ex totally bombed. Zach Braff's cutesy personality and Amanda Peet's pretty, quirkiness could not stop me from hitting the "stop" button on the dvd player halfway through the movie. They were trying way too hard to make it a raunchy comedy that was suitable for 13 year olds but it just...um..sucked..big time. =_="




Oh btw...I had my 2nd driving lesson today and apparently I'm poised for a speeding ticket before I even get my license (true story..my instructor told me so :p)
{ 7:07 PM }

Must watch (but probably going to wait out for the DVD) movie of the week:



Jake Gyllenhaal *sighs* If only he were 7 years younger..*sighs yet again*


ANYHOO...Si Richard just had to tag me again..and you know I can't help but do a tag thingi if i do get tagged. :p

Here goes :

Part 1[FRIENDS CHOICE AWARD]

1) Most Female Hottie - hm..imma be all diplomatic and say they're all hotties :D

2) Most Male Hottie - *points up*

3) 2 of the Most Trustworthy - Nazrin and Rachel

4) Best Listener - Nazrin

5) Most Needed Shoulders - wtf? rachie i guess? lol

6) Greatest Male Singer - um...um...um...i'll be diplomatic again..they all suck :p

7) Top 2 Whores - (cam whores..lol) - sheela :p and jolyn

Overall Winner - what winner? it's all like iffy and tied and weird...

-Part2[FACTS]

1) What are you currently thinking of?- my OP, my projects, my tests, my math hw, what to watch tonight (potentially watching the Ex), whether i'm hungry or not, how i actually feel sorry for this one kid who i find so god forsakenly annoying back at school...yes..i do realize i think a lot

2) What kind of clothes are you putting on?- um..nothing..i'm already in my pjs :D

3) Who is the last person you chat with via msn?- richard yap :D

4) Did sumone manage to influence you nowadays?- yea..not so much influence as left a mark that i'll remember..Theresia Pham..she's just amazing

5) What have you done just now ?- tracked my UPS order of this poetry book

6) What kind of theory you have jz created ?- ?? I don't understand what this means, BUT the latest tagline that i find pretty dang cool is "you're nobody until you're talked about"

7) Which music score are you learning ?- Nothing! I need to learn some new music..but I'm trying to figure out the score to "total eclipse of the heart" right now

8) Do you stay up late nowadays ?- yea. stupid stupid stupid hw and ap classes. may they burn in hell :D

9) 4tags go to ?- Rachie, Pui Ee, Sheela, and um....i'll make this interesting..my newest addition to the links...Laura! :D

10) What's your definate abomination ?- that sentence is gramatically incorrect..hence, i see no point in answering. :p
{ 6:40 PM }

Pfft...Richard...lol

RULES:
1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT. (-____-)

my perfect lover

1) Has to be taller than me :D

2) Needs to be financially stable

3) Has to be willing to let me do my own "independent" thing and not give into the typical macho egoistic role that men tend to play nowadays. Although, I would secretly like it if he was chivalrous from time to time :D

4) He needs to be comfortable with his emotions and be completely open with me

5) He needs to hold his own and have a sense of humour

6) Non-smoker

7) Has his own life and lets me have mine (no jealousy nonsense, I can and I will hang with other guys...although...a little annoyance is welcomed :) shows me that you really care about the relationship

8) He needs to love me with glasses on :) (i'm sorry..i just love my emo lala glasses way too much and I couldn't think of anything else because i'm so tired :p)


Now i tag

Rachie
Pui Ee
Sheela
Pamela :D
{ 6:09 PM }

Do you remember when you where 7?
And the only thing that you wanted to do
Was show your mum that you could play the piano
Ten years have passed
And the one thing that will last
Is that same old song that we played along and made my mama cry

I miss those days and I miss those ways
When I got lost in fantasies
In a cartoon land of mysteries
In a place you won’t grow old in a place you won’t feel cold and I’ll sing

Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Seems I’m lost in my reflection
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Find a star for my direction
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
For the little girl inside who won’t just hide
Don’t let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and innocent eyes

Do you remember when you were 15?
And the kids at school called you a fool cos you took the chance to dream
In the time that’s past and the one thing that will last
Is that same old song that we played along and made my daddy cry

I miss those days and I miss those ways
When I got lost in fantasies
In a cartoon land of mysteries
In a place you won’t grow old in a place you wont feel cold

Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Seems I’m lost in my reflection
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Find a star for my direction
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
For the little girl inside who wont just hide
Don’t let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and innocent eyes

Under my feelings under my skin
Under the thoughts from within
Learning the subtext
Of the mind
See creation how we're defined


I suddenly felt very nostalgic yesterday, even today as well, and I'm going to blame it on Pui Ee! lol The old pictures of us posted on her blog just struck a chord with me I guess, thinking about those times when we were so innocent, so naive and yet just a mere 5 years later we've all..essentially grown up. AND I'm not too happy with that. How did time just fly by?

I still want to be a kid! I want to go out in public and run around screaming without people thinking "she's crazy" or I want to not have an excuse for saying something stupid and be able to come off as cute as opposed to ignorant. I just want that naivity and innocence that essentially was embedded in us back then. *sigh*

Oh btw, this was me then:





and...this is me now:



See any differences?
{ 10:28 AM }

MARIA SHARAPOVA LOST! IN THE FIRST WEEK OF THE US OPEN!!

I don't get to see that pretty red dress anymore! *tear* Psh..like I wear tennis dresses anyway.

So anyway, I'm in the middle of reading my Medical terminology book and already I feel *finger and thumb are close together* this much smarter :D Maybe I do want to be a doctor after all...hm...Dr.Beg...can you just see me now?
{ 5:49 PM }

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