Bla bla bla
Friday, August 31, 2007
So...school started..whoop dee frickin doo! I'll give you the details tomorrow but...nowzza time for the tagging survey thingimajigi :D

1. Grab the nearest book to you, turn to page 18 and find line 4.
If a section has fewer questions than answer spaces, leave the extra spaces blank. (it's not my fault i'm all study-oriented now that school's started. It's a PSAT book..so shoot me now..)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.

oops...there goes the lamp XD

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Kaka apparently bringing Milan forward (so mr.commentator says)

4. If you were give a chance, name 5 persons whom you wish to meet and talk to.
- Kate Hudson
- Amanda Bynes
- Gaspard Ulliel (one look at me and he'll just fall in love :D)
- Chandler Bing (yea well..i know he's not a real person but I still WISH i could meet him ;p)
- Zac Efron (ok..fine...you caught me...but what can i say? Zac's got frick amazing abs AND...do you know how many ppl would idolize me if i did meet him?? lol..can you say favors?)

5. Without looking guess what time is it?
5.50pm

6. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
5.45pm

7. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The announcer saying Jankolovski's scored :)

8. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
About 2 hours ago...just came back from school

9. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Pammie's blog :p

10. What are you wearing?
Pyjamas

11. Did you dream last night?
um..i'm pretty sure it was in Spanish

12. When did you last laugh?
3 hours ago

13. What are on the walls you are in?
Um..bugs...ew!

14. Seen anything weird lately?
yes..school..people..it's all very weird

15. What do you think of this survey?
um..it's pretty boring..im not gonna lie..

16. What is the last film you saw?
The Nanny Diaries

17. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you do or buy?
I'd...buy a penthouse in NYC. buy a house in kl. buy a house in dubai. buy a house in london. and use the rest of that money to put myself through med school :) oh and annual tickets to kl...nannette lepore stuff and um...an awesome jeep wrangler and prius :)

18. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
...I..um...eat a lot :) What??...I do!

19. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt and politics, what would you do?
I'd..abolish AP classes and examinations.

20. George Bush.
psh...George Bush gets his OWN question?? Man i wish I could get my own question..

21. Imagine your first child a boy, what do you call him?Angel Sawyer

22. Imagine your first child a girl, what do you call her?
Zaara Madrise or Aida Bleux (lol..my kids are gonna hate me aren't they?)

23. You ever consider living abroad?
....trick question?

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
hm..an invite to heaven would be nice :)

25. Tag 5 people.- Rachie.Jack.Richard.Shoby.Pui Ee :D

{ 5:40 PM }

Where do i sign up?
Saturday, August 25, 2007


Today I got to see The Nanny Diaries IN the cinema itself, which is a big achievment seeing I've yet to see a movie in the states for about 2 years now...until today that is ;p. After watching this flick I've come to a realization...

I WANT TO BE A NANNY ON THE UPPER EAST SIDE AND HOOK UP WITH THE HOT GUY FROM HARVARD

There..my deepest desire (at least until another B-rated feel good chick flick comes along)is announced for the (tiny percentage) of people who read my blog :)

Oh, oh..don't you think the little boy in the movie's so damn CUTE?


{ 3:56 PM }

Burn needles..burn..
Friday, August 24, 2007


So I went to Jenny's house today to watch the Host, this horror-comedy Korean movie I've been dying to watch since Spring 07. Yes....it's already..the end of summer..wipe your tears people. But yea..the anticipation was..um...somewhat worth it I guess. The uncle was muy muy cute and the only thing scary about the movie was the um...NEEDLES. i'm serious! They had needles poking into the guy's neck, arms, everywhere :S

"Throw the weird smelling acidic potion thing into the broad river and no harm'd be done"

psh...didn't they see godzilla?

ANYWAY....a couple of days ago, my mom and I got locked out of our car at Walmart. It was entirely her fault, I mean...c'mon...you see a hundred cute/adorable little boys every single day, just park the damn car and let's go. But nooooooo...

So I tried to be all "James Bond" and what not and decided to unlock the car with..yes..a pen cap :S I'm one smart cookie aren't i? lol...So..yea..now there's a hot pink broken pen cap wedged into the key hole of the passenger seat and I have no idea how to get it out 0_0 Help anybody?

{ 6:20 PM }

Pretty pretty
Thursday, August 23, 2007


I absolutely LOVE Monique Lhuillier's Spring 2007 collection. Don't you just feel like spending your rent money on one of these dresses? Psh..I would. Hell...I'd prolly not take off the label and carefully hide it and then return it and get my money back. Sssshh...you didn't hear it from me.

OMG...if you hadn't already read Eclipse. You. Are. Dumb. Seriously. I'm definitely on Team um...Jacob? Edward? Definitely not Bella. How the hell does somebody who sounds exactly like me in fiction get two hot guys falling in love with her?? There is no justice in this stupid, stupid real world. I demand being written into a book and have two guys after me! DO YOU HEAR?

Damnit..it's never going to happen..Ugh..where the hell are my two guys? I'm...waiting..*taps shoe*

{ 6:13 PM }

Ske-dule or she-dule?
..............................................................................school.

yech! I got my schedule in the mail a couple of days ago making me realize my stress-free (well...almost-free) zone is about to vanish and I'm going to end up all tired and haggard looking. omg...i'm going to turn prematuredly gray! 0_0 This undoubtedly sucks. Not even a brownie with chocolate chip ice cream could make me feel better now; that's when you know the seriousness of this situation, when Tasha says no to brownies and ice-cream. lol

But anyway here's my schedule:

A days - (these are in order of block) English 3 AP, spanish 4 AP, BCIS 1, Chem Pre-Ap

B days - Oral Int.2, Pre-calc Pre-AP, Med. Term. and US History AP.

The A/B day system works like this. They're alternate days so I'd be having an A day on Monday followed by the B day on Tuesday and the A day again on Wednesday with it being a B day for the next Monday...all the way till the end of the year.

Thank god I've got ppl i know in three of my classes. Otherwise, that would..um...for lack of a better word...suck..yet again =_='

UGH....school...blegh! I'd rather come home and sit for spm. hmph!

{ 1:32 PM }

Get out of the way!
Monday, August 20, 2007
SO.....I SURVIVED :D
I survived my first driving experience, on the road, without hitting people or damaging the car! YAY!

Course...I did nearly cause an intersection collision AND turned into the wrong *ahem..right to me* side of the road. But still, I survived and that's all that matters :)

AND...my dad said that if I drive decently after like 7 to 10 hours, I get to apply for my license. So that means I may get my license within 2 months :D YAY!

So people..c'mon now..donate to my TIM fund so that I get to show ya'll what an AMAZING driver I am :p

{ 11:09 PM }

Goodbye Toshi...
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Goodbye..

So my hard drive shattered...taking with it 500 songs, 10 movies, 4 SEA Forensics videos, and 2 thousand word book reports due before school.

Fuck. (never has there been a more appropriate time to say that than now)

*moment in peace is desperately needed for Toshi* (c'mon now..don't stare at me as if I'm so lame for naming my lappy..I'm in mourning..cut me some slack)

AH well..today's just not a good day. So I woke up at 7.30am (i've offically gone mad) just to take a driver's manual test only to get there at 7.50am and finish the 100 questions test at 8.10am. 0_0 Geram or not? And yes, I wore my pjs to driving school. I don't even wake up that early to go to school! :s

So I get home, and I decide to have cookies and milk for breakfast seeing that I heart famous amos and i need milk to grow taller :) *5'9..5'9..5'9* maybe if i chant it long enough, i'd hit that height. hm... But anyway as i was saying..I was having milk and cookies when all of a sudden somebody online says something funny.

I choke.

I spat the milk back into the glass. I survived

God knows I could've died from choking on milk... but anyway thanked God and all that and went back to chatting..AND eating :p Yea, well..just as I was about to take a sip of the milk again..

I choke.

Damnit. stupid milk has something against me today. =_='

Anyway..got essays to write and a dangerous driving session tomorrow with me on the road for the FIRST TIME. shit...

Gotta go pray.

Do yourselves some good and pray for me too :D

{ 1:37 PM }

Tag you're it! :D
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Instructions : Paste the following on your blog and tag 5 to 10 people to answer the questions below. Have them tag other people. Your tagged friends will answer the questions about you.

1. What is your friend's name?
Yong Poh Yan, Rachie :D

2. Jock, Geek, Prom King/Queen, Loner, Friendly, Flirtatious, Promiscuous, etc. Pick the word from the list that best describes your friend.i'll pick two - friendly and flirtatious. (what? they go hand in hand ;p)

3. Choose 5 adjectives to describe your friend.
Sepet, beautiful, talkative, taller than average, just all around AMAZING :D

4. What colour do you think best associates with your friend?
I'd say...chocolate..lol I know that's not a colour or anything but like brown in malay is coklat and Rachie's a chocoholic so...nyah!

5. In ten years time, where do you see your friend?
Still being friends with me, prolly as a bridesmaid at my wedding :)

6. Describe your friend's blogging style.

Entertaining and quirky :)

{ 7:35 PM }

And still no lappy...
For most of you who were online the past week, you prolly know the agony I'm facing caused my broken laptop with my 2 1000 word essays on it and now, I've officially turned that agony into full time panic. It's still not fixed! It's been nearly a week and it's still not fixed! School's starting like next, next week and I'm supposed to turn them in before it starts and now I'm just....screwed.. :S

Ah well, I watched Perfect Stranger last night. It was.....not good...at all. The beginning showed some promise, but other than the fact that Halle Berry was pretty smoking and that the guy who played Phoebe's brother in Friends was just downright spooky, this movie...es un grande suckfest, in my opinion.


{ 12:12 PM }

If only...
Monday, August 13, 2007
I know Rachie's got her list of hot guys and stuff on her blog (please do check them out, they aren't bad ;p)so I decided to do mine as well seeing I'm bored and I just felt like having some eye candy. Note: I'd totally do these guys in a heartbeat ;p

TOP 5 :


Gaspard Ulliel




Brody Jenner


Mike Vogel




Richard Gasquet




James Marsden


Don't you think they're absolutely delish? *yum*

{ 10:32 PM }

Gentlemen, start your engines
Sunday, August 12, 2007
I CAN DRIVE!

albeit with a 21 needed in the vehicle to observe, but still...

I CAN DRIVE!

I bet none of you in kl who just turned 16 can say that about themselves! Nyah!
Plus, I get my license in February which would still make me 16, making me younger than every one of you in kl who can drive. :D

Ah, the joys of life.

Oh! And guess who got her permit denied? Yes, yes..that's right - Miss "Is Malaysia poor" did :D I feel so...jahat for pointing that out, but let's face it, karma's a bitch. She shouldn't have been that rude about Malaysia in the first place :D

All I can say is, people on the road better watch out. I'm inexperienced, young, and I currently have my inhibitions lowered (partly due to the euphoria of this moment).

{ 9:09 PM }

One last chance?
Friday, August 10, 2007
HATE

Blurred between my visions of love, hate has come to prove that patience only wears as thin as the falling hairs of a cancer patient and that in due time, we will all succumb to this selfishness that is embedded in the soul of every one of us, whether we notice it or not.

I've tried so many times to numb myself.
To look past the experience.
To not allow myself to cry.
And tonight, I've failed.

I've failed

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{ 2:44 PM }

It's here!!
Thursday, August 9, 2007


It's finally here after a whole year of waiting. Eclipse. I gotta tell you, I was so much more excited about the release of this book than I was of Harry Potter. Weird. But, now that this book's out, I can get back to my fantasy life of vampires falling in love with humans and immortality :D



Anyhoo, on to other matters, I'm thinking America and I aren't exactly on good terms since my heritage has done nothing but piss off the U.S. of A in the last couple of weeks. I mean look at it. First, they had a problem with the Chinese due to the fact that the government found a lot of lead in the products coming out of China. So I guess China's not on their good side at the moment. Second, their agony with Pakistan just got completely blown out of the water a few days ago. Apparently we're hiding Osama bin Laden for some unearthly reason and we refuse to tell the U.S. about it. Oh! oh! and we apparently let terrorists roam the streets. Hm...interesting, since I don't recall encountering any terrorists the last time I visited Pakistan if they were, indeed, roaming the streets.

*sighs* what a wonderful world

{ 11:34 AM }

Actress in the making??
Monday, August 6, 2007
You scored as Sociology, You should be a Sociology major!

Anthropology

100%

Sociology

100%

Theater

100%

Linguistics

83%

English

83%

Journalism

75%

Psychology

67%

Engineering

58%

Philosophy

58%

Dance

50%

Biology

50%

Mathematics

42%

Art

33%

Chemistry

0%

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{ 1:58 PM }

There she goes again...
Ok so I know this is like the third time I'm changing my blog template but I just felt....green all of a sudden. Is that possible? To feel a colour? Now, I'm not jealous of anything if that's what you're thinking about since you know, green is normally affiliated with envy and the like but I do know I've got this craving for Skittles. *yum* Yea...that's probably it.

The main reason for the change yet again was due to the fact that most people just had a hard time reading my blog and so I thought, to hell with that layout, I'll just get a new one

Anyway, I know school's starting in about 3 and a half weeks but already I'm getting incredibly stressed out to the point that I need chocolate daily to calm me down. It's weird since chocolate with all its sugar's supposed to get you hyped up but that's not the case with me. 70% Organic Cacao chocolate is almost as relaxing as sitting on one of those symphonic Osim chairs (well not really, but beggars can't be choosers). BUT back to the main issue - stress. I'm not done with my 1000 word essay, neither have I started looking through my Spanish or Algebra from two years back or learning my SAT Vocab words.

When did time just slip away so quickly? I used to think that I'd have tons of time to finish all my things on my To-Do Lists but unfortunately half of them are just never going to be completed and it makes me really depressed wondering about the things in the future that I'm never going to accomplish all because time's running out, to quote Muse.

All I know is that I've got to finish my stupid essay within the next two days, otherwise I'm just going to really start freaking out. BAD.

Damn it...

{ 1:02 AM }

I'd eat me
Sunday, August 5, 2007
You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostalgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.
What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

{ 11:53 PM }

Suicide never looked prettier


This is the 2nd time I've watched this movie and once again, I feel horribly depressed after having watched it; however, I still love it and would definitely call this my EMO flick (everyone has to have one, have you found yours yet?) :D. Kirsten Dunst (who's normally not my favourite actress) actually looks ethereally beautiful here. Weird. Brava Sofia Coppola! Simply hypnotic. Brava!

Anyhoo..on to more depressing issues. CHELSEA LOST.

*moment of silence is now in effect*

TO MANCHESTER UNITED ON PENALTY SHOTS!

*moment of rage is now in effect*

I did not purposely wake up at 9am just to watch Chelsea play an amazing game and eventually lose to Man U. What the hell is that?! Penalty Kicks are just BS. Oh, it is on Fergie!

Cheers to a new footie season :D

{ 2:10 PM }

So is like malaysia like a country?
Friday, August 3, 2007
I have never in my life wanted to slam my head into a wooden plank more than I did today. I'll just let the scene explain itself. GIRL is most indefinitely a "prep" in my opinion and keep in mind she called slippers shoes.

Scene 1


Location : Driving School
Time : Around 5-ish
Scenario : Tasha and GIRL sitting side by side. GIRL tries to make conversation with Tasha.

*font in bold represent thoughts going through Tasha's head.

GIRL:So, do you have many friends?
Tasha:Uh...excuse me? Well, I get around fine. And you?
GIRL: *shrugs and turns head to the left* Yea (in a matter-of-factly tone)Omg, it's really hot!
Tasha: I think it's fine. Malaysia's hotter than this.
GIRL: What?
Tasha: Oh, I lived in Malaysia.
GIRL: OH! Where is Malaysia?
Tasha: Um..It's along the equator in South East Asia.
GIRL: OMG you lived in Asia?
Tasha: uh...no...seeing Malaysia definitely does not sound like it would be in ASIA at all. Yea. In Malaysia :D
GIRL: Is Malaysia poor?
Tasha: Did you just seriously ask me that? Well, seeing as we've had the tallest buildings in the world, I don't think so.
GIRL: Oh. *turns to talk to arriving friend and continues to bitch about heat*

-End Scene-


My patience is wearing thin. I'm in need of rest and intelligent conversation asap.

{ 9:22 PM }

It's Hard out Here for a Pimp...indeed it is
Thursday, August 2, 2007
So the 3 6 Mafia song from Crash just randomly came on my computer a few moments earlier and I'm thinking..if guys are called pimps..what are girls called? pimpettes?

Anybody got a clue?

OH BTW..I'm sure most of you who visit my blog google virtually anything under the sun; so, next time you decide to "google" go to www.blackle.com instead. It's the "black" google and using it will save you energy :D Trust me, it really is the BLACK google.




I think watching Live Earth did me some good. I'm totally the environmentally cautious public service announcement person that Al Gore wanted citizens to be!

*gasp* I've.fallen.victim.to propaganda...shit...

{ 11:01 PM }

Mommy..has my body been snatched?


This i gotta say is one of the cooler looking posters I've seen so far. Nicole Kidman looks good in it and you know it's gotta be good since Mr. James friggin' Bond's in it as well :D

Updates on the accident aftermath: I think I may have sprained my neck. Sucks. Gotta get it checked today :(

Oh oh oh! I'm going for my learner's permit's test today. Cross your fingers ya'll!

{ 12:12 PM }

Lookie lookie...it went BOOM!
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
I hate trucks. I HATE THEM with a passion. So my mom and I decided we were going to go to COSTCO to get some groceries because really...all we wanted to do was just drive ;p. So anyway, once we get to the car, my mom goes "Should we take the small car instead?" and I...being the clausterphobic one of the two of us, made a collective decision in the name of my comfort to continue with the SUV.

(why is this important you ask? well..shut up and read on :) It's important)

So anyway, we were barely 5 minutes into our journey and my mom and I were getting into Pat Benatar's Love is a Battlefield when all of a sudden..........BOOOM!!!! My head gets thrust to my left and my glasses fly off to the backseat. I soon realized that the whole glass window in the back was gone and the boot was somewhat mashed in front of this HUGE white GOODWILL truck. I starting cursing profusely...because..well..what else are you going to do in moments of crisis? Is it ironic that I was reading the portion about reporting accidents in my DPS driving school manual while the accident happened? hm...

BUT essentially...if my mom and I had taken the small car, we'd prolly have been thrashed badly. No joke. See? I told you that was important. Fate totally intervened today :D

What was annoying though, was my dad for insisting that I head over to driver's school 2 hours after the accident. (i'm guessing he kinda got worried that I may crash his other car so safety prolly is his primary concern ;p)

So yea, nobody got hurt-ish (my neck hurts and I can't really turn it AND I've got this bump on my head) but we're all fine...except for the fact that we're not exactly too happy with them trucks roaming the roads driving at these intersections. HMPH!

{ 7:38 PM }

I'm no poet. oh well...
his little whispers.
love me. love me.
that's all i ask for.
love me. love me.
he battered his tiny fists to feel something.
wondered what it's like to touch and feel something.
monster.how should i feel?
creatures lie here.
looking through the window...
that night he caged her.
bruised and broke her.
he struggled closer.
then he stole her.
violet wrists and then her ankles.silent pain.
then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams.
monster.how should i feel?
creatures lie here.looking through the windows.
i will. hear their voices.
i'm a glass child.
i am hannah's regrets.
monster.how should i feel?
turn the sheets down.
murder ears with pillow lace.
there's bath tubs.
full of glow flies.
bathe in kerosene.
their words tattoed in his veins.
Meg & Dia - Monster
It's been stuck in my head ever since I heard it late one night on my ipod while trying to fall asleep. This song, the lyrics, the beat, everything just emotionally attached itself to me after I took a good listen to it.
Is it ironic though that it sounds like it's talking about rape and suicide and yet it sounds so beautiful? It's so....so poetic that I could spend days just thinking about the deeper meaning, though admittedly I can only come up with the same theory over and over again. It makes me so sad that I can never write like that. Anything I come up with would totally cross over as an "emo desperate for attention".

{ 12:00 AM }



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