This is an awakening..
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I feel emo. VERY emo; and personally I blame it on V.Tech :(*moment of silence is in effect*
Everything I'm looking at right now somehow ties itself to death, or being lost, or just being helpless and afraid. I feel completely void of emotion and I don't know if it's just a one moment thing but right now, I just want to lie in a meadow in a white dress and just...feel pure. Is that even a feeling? Pure? I just want to go back and be like a baby; where innocence and joyfulness went hand in hand. Where the only shooting involved was the overload of pictures taken to try to "capture" every moment.
I just feel...deprived, of what I don't know.
Just very, very...emotionally purged.